Sunday, July 31, 2005

reality, reality
I've got to get more real with myself. Half the time, I know what I type here doesn't seem to be quite well..real. It's readable some of the time, yes but narrative? down to earth? I don't think so. But what the heck, I don't seem to be growing up anytime soon and I seriously doubt I'm going to be an 'aspiring writer' so, the style I'm using now hardly matters. Does it?
My thoughts will be a little scattered in this post as I'm hopping from blogging to Gaia to my assignment [pretty much abandoned I'm sorry to say] and yes, I have quite a short attention span. Gaia. It's this online forum thingy that requires you to create a little avatar for yourself so you become part of a 'little' avatar community. Why did I join it? I'm not sure myself. Must be that bored. Anyway, I've gone through a mass com test, two economics and accounts coursework test respectively and a bm presentation. That's just for the record. Will not elaborate further as presentation was nothing to shout about if not worth mentioning at all - my public speaking skills are that bad..haha.
I leave to start yet another week at college tomorrow! Pray I am shall not be cloned into one of them by the time I'm out.. 0_o
Ja! Oyasumi...

Sunday, July 10, 2005

i want to draw
At the moment, I can honestly say I'm going crazy. I don't believe it's the so called 'pressure' of next week's presentation or even the 'anxiety' of another week ended. Yes, in five minutes it will be tomorrow. I will be setting out for college and resuming what I left behind last Saturday. To say I'm tired would be correct but inadequete. I don't feel tired or exhausted only, maybe a little drained. Of what, I've yet to find out.
For once, I'm not talking to anybody. I've left my messenger off. I want to talk but not that way, I guess. Not tonight. Like I said, I'm going crazy. Not in the right sense of mind to chat properly. Meh, this is not helpful.
So! I'll just say how I've shamefully abandoned this blog while others have let their's flourish. Alas! My literary abilities seem to have abandoned me. How tiresome. Therefore, whosoever reads this is forced to sit through roughly a paragraph of boring accountings of my memories for the past..um..nevermind how long.
Last Thursday, I finally went on a ramble of KL. We were actually on a quest to quench our thirst for the knowledge of body art for aforementioned presentation. Went quite well, actually. I even got a free mehendi pattern drawn around my arm during an interview with the lady who owns an indian bridal shop. Was also sorely tempted to get a tattoo but, the price made it a goal currently unreachable.. T_T as for piercings..I did briefly consider getting a second piercing but then decided against it. Too troublesome for one..and my last piercings didn't heal to rapidly either. Snapped a few shots against scenic KL background for my friends but unfortunately, windows XP service pack2 is being an a** and won't let me install my camera program so am unable to upload photos and send them over. This is by no means a graceful ending but, I'm running short of time and have suddenly realised I still need to finish the work that has been staring me in the face for the full hour I've been slacking now. Will update next time.. haha.